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My name is Kaitlyn, though some people call me Katie. I'm a painter, drawer, writer/poet and a photographer. Although my favourite out of all of my art forms is painting.I love music and I love my school and I love all of my friends..and some of my family. And thats pretty much all you need to know for now :)

Monday, September 28, 2009

Well then.

I guess yahoo doesn't work at school, so I'll just write it on here.


I guess I don't know how to feel, because on one hand, its my fault because I'm constantly asking Sidney why she's with her and stuff. But I also don't try to make Sidney an asshole when she's around Tashy. I wasn't aware that her behavior changed much from one person to the next, but I guess I wouldn't know. I feel like such an asshole. And what sucks about this is that if I try not to come over when Tashy is there, I'll either never see sidney or Sidney will just say she isn't there and when I get there, Tashy will have just shown up.  And its not that I don't want Sidney to be happy, I mean, thats the last thing I want. But.. well I don't know. I just don't want to feel like its my fault that they have no relationship. But then again, Tashy does this with everyone of Sidneys friends. First it was Nicole and then chelsea and now I guess its my turn. Oh well.

Conner and I are also arguing all the time. And my mom. And my Dad is being a jerk again. Not that he ever stopped, but it wasn't so bad for a while. I guess school time is when all of this happens again.