assignments.

I just did like five blogs yesterday. I don't really know which ones I'm missing anymore.. I've been trying to go through all of the ones that I've done, but I can't tell which ones go to which, I didn't always put the question at the beginning of the post. Oh dear.. 

I hate my mother. I really do.. I mean, I love her, but she is REALLY bi-polar. And she loves to start fights. Doesn't matter who with, she just likes to fight. Its so frustrating. I've seen my friends once this summer so far and she never wants to drive me anywhere or pick me up and today I finally got her to give me a ride and now she's telling me she doesn't remember agreeing to that and when I tried explaining what we had talked about last night, she started getting mad, eventually it turned into a huge fight and now she's telling me she doesn't want to talk to me. I'm so tired of dealing with this. I just want to hang out with my fucking friends. The only way I'm able to hang out with them is if I find a place to stay for a little while but she doesn't want me to stay anywhere. How the hell am I supposed to hang out with them? Everything I try to do to make it so she doesn't have to drive she still says no to. Then, when I first asked she apparently thought it was nice to tell me that the only reason she says no all the time is because I always have an attitude, that turned into an argument too. All she ever does with me lately is argue and bitch and yell. I'm so fucking frustrated. She makes me want to shoot myself in the face.