Oh, Beck..

I miss you and Sid and Nicholi and everyone so much. There's just too much going on. I wish it would all just stop and I could continue on with my life. I just want to come back to school. I was put in a shelter this weekend, which might, and most likely will delay my return to CAHS. Which is very, very sad for me. I miss you guys so much, it just makes my heart ache. I'm finally home and I'm going to try my hardest to make decisions based on getting back to school. I'm coming on wednesday, I just haven't figured out how to get the money yet. But I'm sure I will, and I already had plans for coming to school on wednesday, so I will get there one way or another. And I did hear that Larry was filling in for Rory, and I heard Grace was in it too. I'm trying my hardest to come back!

I saw Randy, Book, and Larry the other day. I think it was monday after school.. They were all so happy to see me. Its nice to come back to that, after all thats happened. Even if I can only come back for five minutes, its nice to feel like I have all of these people that care about me. I'm sorry its taking so long to catch up, but it will be done soon, I promise, and this time I shouldn't end up some random place where I won't be able to finish it. Hahaha :)