Weddings and things.

I think I've always thought about getting married since I was a little girl, just like most little girls in the world. I used to want to get married in a big poofy princess gown to some sort of a prince charming. Probably not going to happen.

When I think about marriage now, I always say that I want to marry someone jokingly, usually someone that I like, but it would probably not ever work out to actually be with them. Hah. I would love to have a wedding with a pretty dress and my family and friends and a reception with dancing and oddly formed toasts to the bride and groom. But when I think about it, any time I imagine what my wedding would be like, I can never see myself in the gown that I think about or walking down the aisle or anything. Its weird. And when I think about being married to anyone, I just don't think I'm that kind of a person. I can't imagine really ever being married. Only the wedding, and even then, its like I'm imagining someone else in my wedding dress marrying the person I want to marry.

weird.